The Last Tree House

I've always been bad at making choices.Aren't we all? No? Okaaaayy.. Well,I've made some pretty bad decisions in my life (Thank god I stayed away from drugs and ..getting STDs,that stuff just messes up your life) but the thing is,I always do it in a way where I'm the one who reaps the pain and the work and make sure others don't.An appropriate example would be how my mom once lost her temper when we broke some precious vase or something,and she proceeded to punish my brother when I stepped in to say "Don't beat him!Beat me!I'm the one at fault!" That's just stupid,I know,but I've always been like that. I even get really sad when I get angry and retaliate on someone for starting a fight. I've always wondered why. I'm no good guy..Because I'm this person who bathes in sarcasm. I always find faults with everything,and everyone. I've always been bad at socializing,because I'd end up hurting someone's feelings (

In life,we are required to do a large amount of things.Some of these things may be easy,brushing your teeth(which might be hard for people who just woke up..),but there are those tedious tasks that actually bore you to the verge of brain death. That's where Inspiration comes in. When you're inspired to do things,you set the goal and you move forward as fast as you can,because in your subconscious mind,you realize that you have to finish the job before you run out of that short-lived inspiration. So how do some people who complete and do things everyday that may appear to be vexing to other people?As an example,there are nerds. How in bloody hell do they study ALL the time and not just drop dead?! Maybe they've got nerd genes (no such thing exists,mind you),or maybe they like it. If  that's not the case,then what's the real answer? It lies in an advice I got from someone very important to me a long time ago. You see,Inspiration only helps us for a limited am